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I think it is interesting.

Each people thinks in different way.

I have to thank for the people who talk to me.

Each people experienced different life.

What they talk tells me how they lived.


There are many scary things

jearousy and yearning make it bigger

The thought that "I couldn't do that" or "I'm not going to be able to do that" disturbs me.

Fear, fear, fear

To overcome them, what I can do is just making actions.

Maybe I'm overcoming them bit by bit.



I talked to many people today.

One was my well-known friend

another was my friend I haven't talk much

the other were new people


I'm not good at talking, but I was glad that they didn't gave up listening to me.

So generous!

And what they talk taught many things to me.

'Cause I'm not at good at talking, I would sometimes rather like to give up talking.

But everytime, not giving up gives me something.

I have to keep trying.

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It was the first day of new year!

There were many freshmen. They seemed very young and brought energy to the cumpus.

Now, the campus is fulled with the maximum number of the new faculty students. Very strange.

I hope the future of my faculty is blight...



I went to French class,consumption society and media class, and Thai class.

The language classes were very interesting!

It will be hard, though...

I have to think carefully if it's worth spending time or not.


Consumption society and media was also a good class.

We discussed fun ways for self-introduce.

It's interesting that rules change the way and effect of communication.

Though the quality of discussions were poor, it was good to know new people, I think.

I hope the class will be fun^^




After the classes, I went to cafe with Momoe!

We spent too long...! lol

But I think I could saw the way for my dream.

Thanks!

うっひゃー！！

I'm listening to "Imaginary Ark" which is the new song of T.M.Revolution.

It is

AWESOME-----------------------------


I  can't stop grinning!!!!!!


It's soooooooooooo beautiful!

I realized that I love T.M. better than a.b.s.

Sorry Takanori...lol

I think Daisuke Asakura well knows about his ability.

The song make the most of his voice.



I won't miss next his live!

I won't!!



I watced the movie in which he was singing, he is so beautiful.

(even though he is getting 40. He is really a fairy...!)


Btw

I noticed that

when I like a man, the strongness of my affection depends on how I wanna be him.

Haven't you ever heard that I said that "I wish my face were like him?"

I always said so...

Is that love...?

But it's a fact. I always eager to be with the person who I wanna be.

Is that strange...?



Anyway

He gave me much energy!

What a nice thing to find something which moves me!

見直し。

I  think I wasted too long time.

What have I done for half  a month?

I just made that a excuse.

What I done was done. What happened cannnot be changed.

Sometimes, people has to admit that there is no solution or possibility.

I should have been more practical sooner.

I wasted much energy...

But maybe it was not bad.

I finally gave it up and got stronger.



I have to think about my future.

I have to be more serious about job-hunting. (How many times do I say so?)


Actually, I thought I was not ready to begin working.

So I did many things to improve myself.

The circumstance is improving, but still, I haven't get enough confidence yet.

(I don't know what is "enough confidence" or if it is possible to get it, though)


I think I need number.

Actually, what driven me was always number.

I have to write down what I did and use some service which measure my ability.



That's why I bagen to write my blog in English again.

It is the first day.

What I did today is---

Tried a new cafe

Went to library (to read newspapers)

few! wow!



By the way, the cafe I went today was great!

Have you ever been to "one plus one?"

The interior, the exterior and the girl who worked there was soooo cute!

Few customers. Quiet.

And the clerk didn't implied me to get out even once though I spent hours.

If it was warmer, it was a perfect cafe. lol

I'm afraid that it will be more crowded after the school begins...

But perhaps I'll go there again.

Let's go together!! The food is good price!




Though the written test finished and I'm sure I faled it, I went to library to read newspapers.

I think I got to like to do that.

I wanna know more about the society. I don't wanna be domb during comversation.

But just reading is meaningless. More important thing is that think about what I read and organize it.


Organize!

How long didn't I hear this word?

I wanna be a organized person!!!!


anyway

I'm now interested in economy and politics.

I believe the time which I spent for them is not just waste and the knowledge enables me to think deeper about culture.

Too many things to study...

But I have to do that to catch up with intelligent people.

The impoetant thing is to be as efficient as I can. Or even more than I can.


What should I do now? What am I able to do now?

The first thing to do is just beginning.

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初めて龍馬伝を見てる。

いやいや綺麗だね！

日本家屋すてき！

色もいいね。ちょっとほこりっぽい感じが、時代を表現しててよい。



というか、福山さんが、思った以上に演技が上手でびっくり。

ガリレオとか見てなかったから、私の中での彼の俳優としての記憶は「美女か野獣」だったんだけど

あの時より全然演技が上手くなってる気がする。

すごい！

話も面白いし、完璧マンだな～

人気にも納得だね。

はー、文化学部なのに、この程度の評価しかできない自分にがっかりｗｗ

もっとちゃんと勉強しなきゃな。





今日は

重ーい筆記試験＆作文その２が終わった。

出来はまたもや最悪。

普通に勉強不足。。

でも、とにかく解放されたー！

嬉しくって、帰りにちょこっとだけ渋谷を見たり、ＣＤ屋を見たりしてきました。

ＣＤジャケットが妙に綺麗に見えたりして

心に余裕ができるってこういうことなのかと思いました。笑


ほー

わー

一つ一つ、ちゃんと考えなきゃなぁ。