Valkyrie

I’m listening to “Valkyrie.”

It is one of a.b.s.’s songs.

 

I finished writing my last essay at 5 in the morning. Finally, I’m done!

I fell asleep soon after that, and woke up at 3 p.m.! Too late!

I ate soba noodle with my mother watching the DVD of “Shock.” Shock is Koichi Domoto’s show.

Viva Japanese food! Everything makes me happy. I feel very good now.

I ate pork katsu yesterday, but the meat was very, very, very tender!!! Awesome!

I can eat vegetable every meal. They are not greasy…

The condition of stomach is not complete, but I’m happy.

Food is my one of most essential things.

 

 

 

Maybe

I realized that I don’t have to modify my schedule for other people.

Yeah, I really didn’t have to. I should do what I have to do and what I want to do.

Before I left Japan, I didn’t know what I wanted to do.

She often says “I know you want to do XXX.” But actually, I don’t know. I always didn’t know if I wanted to do that or not. And she didn’t know it.

I think my study abroad was the time to gain the ability to consider what I want.

I want to read. I want to watch good shows. I want to go out. I want wisdom.

I have to care myself. Not reputations or someone else. That’s what I realized.

My capacity is not very big. By the time I get enough capacity to take care of someone else, I have to improve myself. I have to give things for myself.

When is it? Do my precious people wait for it?

I don’t know, but I need time. Anyway, I cannot really do anything now.

I need time. The way for goal is always long.

 

Yesterday, I thought I live in fairy tale world.

I don’t know reality.

But, at the same time, I want to know reality and live with real people.

I don’t know what is real, though. It may not exist.

What I feel may be reality, but

I want to change my real.

I don’t mean I want to abandon my world.

But, don’t you think fairy tale should contain some reality?

 

I went to CD shop and bought “JAP,” “Strength,” “triple joker,” and “restoration level→3.”

I’m very very happy to have “Joker” in my i-pod! I really love the song.

“Strength” is also good!

But now, my favorite song is “Valkyrie,” which is c/w of JAP.

 

 

 

 

INSANE, MY PAIN, I’m screaming on the inside

Awake to the justice

AGAIN, IN VAIN, I’m reaching for an answer

My tragedy just fades away

I dedicate it all…

 

— Valkyrie

 

 

Is this lyric good? I’m not sure.

But his voice which singing that is very strong. I love it!

I can’t wait going to concert.

His music is one of few things which I knew I wanted.

 

I haven’t done many things which I want to do after I go back.

I have to do them.

 

 

"Again, in vain…"